its hard to be yourself....

its been almost 8 months since my last update.... i doubt there are still people who care to visit this blog....
Work is getting better i should say ?? because i am more used to it and also all this new environment and colleagues and friends....
its not easy to adapt and also not easy to be yourself....
Watch Step up 2The Streets yesterday.... like the show , make me feel energise and i miss those time where we use to do grop activity together....
In KC Band.... In IMU , cheerleading..... gosh ...time flies everything changes and now i am a pharmacist in a hospital who is responsible for someone life or death (not directly , but indirectly) ...
There are so much to say , but too little time to talk about... if i can be so consistent everyday to update my blog , it would be my diary seriously haha...

Well well i guess there are nobody who is going to read this so ... why worry what i write here right ??!!
Trying to be myself , myself without a mask , without a lie.... i love to be natural but sometimes this is unacceptable to some people , so wearing a mask is important.......

My nature is to please everybody (is it because i am the youngest???) i am worry to make people unhappy and i care how people think about me... why ?? maybe i can just let all those comments go and i will be fine once again....

so ladies and gentlemen ... JUST BE URSELF as much as u can ... when at home or with frenz....
because when at work its a different world.... i remember somebody tell me about "dog eat dog world" although it sounds weird but that is life!!

Cheers mate .... Christine out