Just a blog ....

well... well... Another month has gone and then i remember that i have a blog... of course almost a dead blog...
Just went to visit wen wei blog and i miss that gal a lot (well dun think the other way) , i mean that its been some time since i see her... well at least i met ching ying already hehe... that gal who forgot my bday haha... but seriously its alright gal no worries.
i was thinking what was going on , on this day last year 23 April 2007 ... stuying for exam is it ? or is it near a bank holiday... dun really remember liao... its weird that when i remember about my fond memories in this foreign land , i feel "pedih" ... it should be a happy feel but yet i felt like that.. but i keep telling myself that actually it is a just different by a thought.... where i should be happy that i have beeen there and achieve something precious home , rather than thinking how i ended up here(although i am enjoying here in enforcement kuantan in front of my frens computer online during lunch)....

Its good that nobody really comes to read my blog ( i noe ww u do ... hehe.. thanks) so that i can really write out my thoughts...
sometimes i really feel like doing some crazy things.. but due to LIMITATIONS -
RULES , REGULATION , TRADISIONAL, and bla bla bla, and of course the responsiblity to finish ur own mess... i will really need to think a FEW FEW FEW FEW times before doing it ...

So if there is something u wanna try , i suggest to weight the pros and cons , and measure the mess that u are going to do out of it and can u save the situation. I remember i did something during my stay in UK haha... well i dun think a lot of people know... maybe just the 2 person involve will remember ... or maybe even that person involve also sudah lupa...

its a type of experience and also knowing someone will always be there for u , makes u feel safe.... haha a selfish way of thinking but i think most people who experience it will tell you the same thing.... i wander how many non-selfish people are there in this world?

just a random thought while typing here...
If i could turn back time , where would i go ?
and where would i be? and where will i end up be? here or other place?
well if i got a chance i wanna go back to my A levels... ( well minus all the exam , i have a lot of fun), i wanna live another way and maybe i wouldnt be a pharmacist at all... haha mayne i wouldnt even consider to be in the health line ( i am not trying to say that i do not like my job, dont fet me wrong) ... then maybe down that road i will get married to a rich guy haha...

ok ok .... i think i should really come back to my reality.... you see... my problem is like this.... i always write my blog as though i am talking to you .... well anybody who is reading my blog . ... so its really a bit weird the style i use.... hope you are ok with it ...

Thanks for reading my blog and i need to end it soon .... because lunch time is going to finish, and whenever i have time i will try to reactivate my flooberbox so that u still can stay contact with me ...

Well, well just a update what is my latest entertainment....

i am watching HK series - The seventh day (not ghost movie or horror ok , romantic love story ) chinese is : zhui mei li de di qi tian... its a nice drama , predictable and also if you wanna clear your tear duct , this show is good becuase starting from episode 15 can cry until the last de... got sad and touching moments lah ....

about Movie , i think :
1) The forbidden kingdom by Jet Li and Jackie Chan not bad... funny and action together. Can you imagine monkey god can speak English ?? The immortal also can speak in English hahaha.... really its such a western targeted film... but welll still worthwhile to watch

2) Street kings also not too bad either Keanu reeves and also "Dr House" is acting too... of course not as a doctor and also some people from prison break.

(that reminds me of our tV time in Glasgow Tuesday for house is it ? and then Monday is for prison break, fun time when we watch together and even exam we also watch,. canggih leh.... i miss Rosie shouting GGGGOOOOAAAALLLLLL!!!!!! whenever her Liverpool score , haha is it familiar with you too ?)

well i have not been to karaoke since i come back from UK so cant really share with you , which karaoke is good , but there are a few songs that i think its quite nice :
1. Leo Ku - qing ge wang zi
2. Justin - Kong (old song liao ...)
3. Chao Ge - Qi chuang ge ( really can start ur day happily)

ok ok gotta gstop here liao... Ah Tauis back staring at me d.. hehe.... love u guys .. take care will share again my story when i am free ya...

Take care and all the best in life!!!!