Its almost 2 months from the last thing i posted to my blog.. and i almost thought that blogger.com will just delete my blog away, but lucky did not so now i can continue with my blogger life... well as all u know , i still could not put up a photo in my blog, so i am very sorry , although i have a lot of nice photos but none can be posted... aarrrggghhh.....
well, first i wanna say thanks to my parents(here goes my "granny award speech") for giving me a chance to go China and also to my sis, Nicole who brought me there. Next followed by to the frenz and families and the one i sayang most.. thanks for being there for me when i were removing my tonsil ( i mean the surgery was done by the doc not me ya :P) and also taking the effort to cook porridge and care for me , and also help me when i was weak at that moment. Lucky that i have MSN at that moment because that is the only way i can "talk"
Tonsillectomy , its a "scary" moment for me actually, that day after uni , i sped to Sunway hospital ( hey u guys should not learn ok ) i was driving 100-110km/hr in Kesas highway m because i was suppose to be there by one , but my class only ends at 12.50pm.. so after reaching there alone, i made my way up to the doc , just to make sure that i am fine to continue with the surgery as i am having a bit of nose bleeding that time. And then he said ok , so i proceed to register myself and so started sms-ing everybody that i am in the hospital already and to ensure them that i am totally fine,... ooppss. then calls started coming in , there were asking why am i alone? and where is Jude ? he is suppose to accompany me , well he was having his class and i did not want him to missed it ( see.,. i am so nice ler) so i went alone ,well i waited 1hour for my "hotel" room to be ready and i was even escorted by a "bell" boy to the room.
When i reach there, a nurse gave me a tag to wear on.. ( ok i started to feel that i am sick.. before that i was actually a bit excited , but mostly nervous) and then a green patient gown to wear on.. and guess what the gown very sexy oneleh , behind nothing - - bare back haha.. i went in the toilet twice to try wearing it on... but duno so went to ask my neighbour how to wear. Felt sick when i managed to put it on because its like i am really sick... then later nicole gave me a surprise visit with a lot of Vitagens and yogurt, i tot i am going to having a party liao , really a lot... and i was enjoying my astro actually haha.. watching some cantonese movie , suddenly a nurse came :" ok, sudah sampai masa(like i am going to die liao) , u tukar baju , dalam jangan pakai apa, semua rings and necklace sila ambil keluar, 5 min lagi kamu akan pergi operation."
My heart beat was racing , izin it the operation time at 5pm and why now only 3pm u say surgery .. ok, my body start trembling( no parkinson or schizophrenia ya) , i was scared for once.. and then she pushed me to the pre-operation room there were nurses and some docs , my sis could not enter that place , but she kept standing outside the door to keep me calm and accompany.. i felt much better to see her smile every time when the door accidentally open..,. i express my gratitute to her ... later my parents came and i was happy to see them, but my fear was still there... the anaesthetic doc came and tell me : " gal i am giving u somehthing to put u to sleep so that u do not feel the pain ya." i asked" what are you giving me? ( my profession man haha), he say "something to let u sleep" and walked off , i was liked , hey can't u tell me what is the drug... so many types of anesthetics leh.. but then i kept quiet lah... at last the time come and i was pushed to another operation room .. there the surgery doc ask me "please climb over to the surgery table" i feel like i am a white mouse waiting to be operated. Next thing i noe was the doc say i am going to anaestesize u , and within seconds.. i am out....
Next thing when i wake up, i feel like crying , its pain... very pain .... i vomited too, so i ask for a tissue when i wiped it , all i saw was blood .. scary.. and then my nose was blocked so i cleared it also blood.. i was terrified and nobody was there to inform me about what is happening to me ??!! why is it all blood. I black out for a while and next thing i landed in my "hotel" room again... when i saw my darling , i cried , i was scared and was in deep pain .. but i notice i cannot breatth when i cry so i need to stopped... but actually i felt very sad... its pain.. ( sorry my pain threshold very low).. he comforted me and my room are full with ppl .. later they went for dinner and my two close fren came WW and CY ... i happy to see them , many to talk but was too pain to say anything , but manged to say thanks for coming and also for the barang WW brought... they stayed for 30min or more... i was too tired to keep track of time.. then later mum , dad, auntie and uncle Song , my darling , nicole , Choo and Alex and carmen were all there.. my room was filled with ppl who care about me.. i felt very touched....but bad that Sunway did not allow ppl to stay and accompany the patient , except for single bedded room , so i was forced to sleep alone... but i was too tired to bother about it , i only noe that the whole night i kept calling the nurse haha, well its their fault for not letting someone to stay beside to take care of me... around 2am in the morning i vomited blood, was very worried and scared again but dosed off because too tired...
Next day mum came in the morning , and then Jude came to check me out.. he stayed with me all the time.. really need to say thanks to him and my parents and all the people who came and visited me and concerned about me.. ok i think that is for all ...
well good news guys , this CNY i will not be around ya .. i am going to INDIA...--- HURRAY
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